Real Secret Coffee Hours #5: NHTB Vigorpost

RIP NHTB Apollo if you read this post your next book in these comments since idk where else to find you

I've gone round and round with apollo on the rebel question unable to come to a satisfactory conclusion because I agree that the center is where all the magic happens, and in that respect being a rebel is to put yourself on the margin. Not where we want to be. Yet we have the issue Dimes brought up where the rebel aesthetic is kind of inherent to American identity, along with the fact that the process of liberalism generally is to center the margin. Jews are able to use this to their advantage since they control the centers in our society while we're just utterly marginalized when we try. Pure antagonism is all we can do in that respect- creating and generating little of value. Still not sure how we move forward there. At times I think there must be a way to utilize the rebellious tendancy lots of our guys have. But Mike over at imperium press wrote a post today on how he sees our guys backsliding into liberalism once again thinking they can use liberal arguments much the same way, thinking we can reap the benefits without suffering the consequences. And he compared it to wanting chain smoking without the cancer. And that's the problem with the rebel identity- it's a cancer.

And as far as NHTB goes it was nothing exciting that led to our downfall. The guy who used to pay the hosting went dark a while back so everything went down when that went unpaid. Without access to the email he set the account up with dreamhost wont give up the domain for 60-90 days because bullshit. Or something like that, I don't speak techno babble. We're slowly coming back together.